As you may have guessed, things just keep getting worse. I don't wanna get into too much detail, but yeah, a load of relationship, financial and psychological issues combined. A cake with all those ingredients that I am tired of eating. I realize that now, I need to be alone, focus on my own life. Be colder, embrace a more mature part of me. No one needs to know or be a part of my problems. Nor should they be. I am in this desert alone. Need to be alone and walk through it alone. I just need to focus on the things that are advantageous to me, with my feet on reality. That's what I need.
Will post in a couple of months or so.
